Omedetou Sakura! (Congrats Sakura!)

Alhamdulillah...my 1st day after coming back to campus (just finished 1-year-course in Nuclear Malaysia) started quite well. Thanks to my beloved post grad student - Nabila who helped me a lot. At last after a year of begging for an office table, I got the nice one. InsyaAllah I'm gonna start my new, 2nd office tomorrow, located in my laboratory. Yeay, my own lab! Still need some adjustments here and there. Some undergrad students are going to do their lab work in that lab after the semester break. Hope it will get ready by that time. Clock is ticking, most of the students are surely having butterflies in their stomach hehe =P... Students will sit for final exams tomorrow...hope for the best to all my students, especially my cutie cutie mentees - Didi, Nadzirah, Asyraf, Nabila (kecik), Prof, Zul, Adli and Hafizi. Also to Fifi and Pojan, the part 5 students who have mischievous sense of humor. Missing them so much...



Several things have done today...alhamdulillah...as mentioned, my new 2nd office in the lab is ready to operate....yeay! i guess such a good start...the invitation for the co-writers (they are researchers from Nuclear Malaysia) for my very 1st book has been sent...insyaAllah, going to be serious this time. The agreement with Dr. Wan is also verified. Dr. Wan such an angle...so kind and pure. May Allah bless her and repay her kindness with Jannah...Ameen...

Setelah 2 tahun...

Assalammualaikum...
Alhamdulillah aku masih mampu menghirup udara untuk meneruskan kehidupan yang pastinya ada pasang surut. Ye, perkara yang telah lama aku tinggalkan dan terlalu rindu padanya...mencoret CURHAT (CURahan HATi), baik dalam diari mahupun di sini. Kenapa? Sebab terlalu banyak pahit yang berlaku dan aku tidak mahu berulang-ulang membacanya dan tidak mahu juga orang mengetahuinya. Cukup saja aku menyimpannya dalam memori yang bakal aku pendamkan...tidak mahu terkenang-kenang, tidak pula dapat dilupakan. Biarlah aku jadikan pengalaman agar aku terus tumbuh menjadi manusia yang matang hari demi hari. Cukup setakat itu.

2012...insyaAllah, I'm going to be the new me...remain the good qualities and vanish those bad attributes in me (i hope so). So many dreams to achieve, so many things to do. What ever had happened is already done. I'm thinking to migrate...let see, maybe not that soon, but I will try my very best to make it true..InsyaAllah (Oooh Allah please help me!). I just want to redeem myself (the true me) at the place that I felt so tranquil ever...hope to be there for whole life, if not, at least for ample time to recover myself from disgrace, despair and agony...